wow. two posts in two days. I must be on some kind of roll here.

(credits to jasminela on DeviantArt)

it’s time for me to face the facts: life as an unemployed person simply sucks.

I’ve never felt more useless or like a bum. it’s hard to live life with a purpose when all I see on social media are my friends talking about the jobs they managed to get via the connections they have and all I am doing is… nothing and I’ve never felt like a bigger waste of money and space.

living every day in the same way makes one lose all sense of time. if it weren’t for the clocks and calendars in my gadgets I would never be able to tell how much time has passed or what day it is. it sucks to know that I’m useless and undesirable in a work place while all my friends are moving on with their lives and getting jobs to spend their time meaningfully and help out with the cash crunch they may or may not have at home. and all I am is here, typing away on my little corner of the web and desperately sending my résumés out hoping that at least ONE person will take me in.

this is NOT how I saw myself spending my post-A Levels holiday. far from it, actually. the real world is a lot harsher than I expected to be.

then again, what on earth can me, an unskilled ‘A’ Level graduate, offer to the working world that could actually be of good use? ha-ha.

to end off:
PLEASE HIRE ME! I AM REALLY GOOD WITH PHOTOSHOP AND FORMAL WRITING AND MOTIVATIONAL DOWN-TO-EARTH SPEECHES! AND, I CAN SING, TOO! I EVEN HAVE THE CERTIFICATION NOW!

“Time is an illusion.”
— Albert Einstein